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11:17pm: same old shit, different day.
so let me just start this entry off by mentioning that my contact has fallen out for the second time in a few hours and it just took me like 20 minutes (?) to put it back in and right about now im ready to rip my fucking eyeball out. Just thought id let you know.

anyway, shits has happened blah blah life occurences etc. On friday i woke up and i felt like shit so i decided to treat myself to a nice day off, away from school. Sure i may be behind now, but i really felt like i need a break. i was sick, and tired mentally from doing school work and EMT. anyway friday afternoon i just sat there, and then i finally downloaded the new counterstrike and half life 2. 50 bucks ( a little more than ten hours of work [:(] )and a few hours later Matt asked me if i wanted to go see team america: world police, and so we did. 10:05 to be exact (time of the movie.) It was funny as hell. like, really really really funny in a really immature way. it definitely made my friday. After that i played CS for hours like a zombie and then we came to today where i woke up and went with my parents to Ikea in Conshohocken Pa. we got some stuff, and that place is rad. After that i got home, still felt like shit. Then i played CS for hours...again like a zombie. and then i realized that no one was going to call and/or want to hang out with me so i just kept on playing. Goodbye precious saturday. and here i am now. what a shitty mood ive been in lately. "theres only love, and indifference" ....yea? well fuck it, im feeling a little indifferent today. oh, heres something rich: my parents asked me when i was going to go to a homecoming or prom or some school function where youre required to not be a dork and i just kind of laughed. i honestly dont know if i ever will.
so tomorrow is sunday and im not looking forward to it because i have a lot of stuff that i have to do. yup.

Comment if youd like. i havent had a comment in a while.


Later

-Paul.

8:45pm: oh yeah....
and one more thing....i like come home and my desktop screen has a little picture of two stick figures drawn in like...paint and it just says "God Hates You." I just felt like sharing because it was quite funny.

8:30pm: dreamin' my life away
so the people around me are in a good mood but lately ive for the most part felt like crap....but its awesome that theyre feeling good because its always good to see people feeling good. and thats about it. i woek up today and went to ecology club and talked to some great people. Then i chilled with funk and bessey, and then me and funk went to the parade. which was kind of lame. i saw lisa and sean and a few other people there. then i went to chucks and chilled with chuck zoe and his family and people and stufff and junk and shit. now im here. i really cant say much because im just really tired lately. anyway i just figured that id update and this is my update. i just basically got told that i suck. haha. its all good. or as ive recently been hearing at work from marcus. "its all gravy, its all gravy train."

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-Paul.

9:07pm: ahhhhhhhhh
so im sitting here listening to Dismember and i have a nice warm cup of coffee. Its another tuesday and it seems that nothing is special about this one. Hurricane Jeanne or whatever is giving us a shitload of rain and i dont think its stopped since about...well i think its basically been raining all day. i keep hearing about the "twister touchdown" in cherry hill. i guess headline news these days is a broken shopping cart cover-tent and a few broken windows. God this coffee is good. You know what else is great? music. that shits awesome. i pretty much listen to it like everyday. So i dont really write a lot on this thing anymore because really....well im almost certain no one reads it. i know i dont. Also, somehow i manage to waste a lot of time doing other stuff. Like, you know, sitting around, drinking coffee, listening to music, and breathing your air.

anyways commenting would really be "rad" "awesome" and downright "groovy"... or it would just make me feel cool.


oh yeah, and people are already talking about homecoming...haha, it reminds me of a department store having christmas decorations up in like......late august.you get the idea im trying to get across here. Anyway that should be a fun night because everyone goes to their little dance and i stay at home like a dork and usually jam out to some jams and play video games with the funkman himself, funk. it should be awesome this time, considering theres some cool games out right now, and i dont even really like video games all that much! <3333

yeah so this is my update. yup. read it? enjoy it? hate it? comment with your thoughts, or maybe just a random assemblage of words.


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-Paul.

12:14am: the end of a seemingly short week.
today was friday. ive been waiting for so long and i must admit that i love the weekend with every once of love that this body has left. Today seemed so long. Minutes were hours and nothing seemed to end. It was almost like i was going nuts, most likely with anticipation. anyway, school was shitty and just school and i went about my daily school life as if it were any other day. When i got home i saw my two new puppies at my house. We finally got em home yay. We have two 5 week old bassethounds that are part of our family now and its awesome. Theyre cool as hell. Anyway then i went and watched the girls soccer game. They lost but it was still a good effort and stuff. Then i went back and talked to my cousin for a little bit and had pats pizza (mushroom pizza <33333333). It was especially awesome because i'd been thinking about pats pizza with mushroom on it because i had a discussion with joe about pizza in first period. yeah, my conversations hardly ever border the typical or rational. i can deal. anyway, then i went to the football game by myself and upon getting there i helped chachi load the band truck up and i talked to him about quitting band and why i had to do it, and it felt like i had told the story ten thousand times. Then i talked to a lotta the band members and i missed band a lot for a brief moment. oh well. life is give and take. ANYWAY i saw a lot of people there and i got to see and talk to a lot of people i usually dont get to talk with. even if probably like 98% of the people i was with really werent interested in me being there it was still pretty rad. Better than doing jackshit on a friday night. After the game i helped out a friend. Yup, because im awesome. Or at least i did the best to offer my help. Then i went home again and i played battlefield with Austin for a bit because my sister had to go home and shower because one of the puppies pissed on her (haha) and then we went to the diner, saw some people and then i came back here where i type this now. i hope i have a good time tomorrow too. thats about it.


please comment. share your opinion. write your own feelings/life stories in comment form! i dont give a fuck! comments in here just make this thing 43226357567 times awesomer to me :-D. thanks readers <3.



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-Paul.

9:53pm: i dont know what to say.
its been a while since my last entry. its not that ive lost interest in posting to all of my beloved readers (<3) its just that im too lazy anymore to really do anything. For school, ....well school is going ok. some of my classes even manage to be pretty cool, and i havent really been bombarded with a multitude of projects or assignments yet. The GCC class is going pretty cool too. im getting better and better at taking pulse and blood pressure.......and then theres a few out of school factors. or in school or i dont know blaggghhhhh. Drama is lame. So is making a sacrifice and really hard decisions. Right now im unsure of a few things and just what i should say do etc. Its all bullshit in the end i guess. so anyway, friday is gonna be really cool. im planning on going to the West Deptford/Woodbury football game and im sure that will be interesting not to mention ill be sure to run into some people and friday will also bring about a new change in my household! two changes! very cool. but im not gonna go on and on. because thats not good reading. is it? Tomorrow, Thursday, that day before friday should be ultra long. Im already guessing that it will be one of those days that will just never end JUST BECAUSE im waiting for Friday. i feel kinda bad that i live for like, two days out of the week but whatever. the weekend is awesome. we're only like two weeks in, but i feel like ive been in school forever, everydays just another school day, man. same old stuff, nothing new. oh well.
im out.
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-Paul.

8:15pm: everything falls into place...
so today is wednesday and that marks the middle of the week... what can i say about school other than it already kicks last school years ass. i dont know, i think this year might rule. i hope it does anyway. we're already without a chemistry teacher and its fun having a sub, especially first period, so realxing. i also like all of my classes still which owns. today i went up with chuck to francis fields and i watched the woodbury girls soccer team. they did really really awesome. i forget what the score was, but that doesnt matter anyway ;-). Good job ladies. me and chuck also got a laugh out of just screaming "fuck you" back and forth at one another. angry bunch we are. Also today i came across an unexpected event. the only wuote i have from that is "hope you feel better ::closes door::"....what an idiot i am haha. My EMT classes are also goin pretty good. yup. and im actually starting to like this fall weather we are havin'. its pretty rad.

"everybody wang chung."





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-Paul.

12:51am: so today was saturday and thats basically it. i woek up and we went to an animal shelter and we might get a dog or a cat and thats cool because theyre cool and stuff. My new BFV mod downloaded but it doesnt really work, most likely because im a stupid idiot, and my computer skills are non existant. after chillin i chilled with chuck and zoe and soper. Me and chuck rode the little scooter and i tugged him along as he stood on a skateboard. it was rad. then we all went in my hot tub and that was fun too. it felt nice because its all getting colder out and whatnot. Also, a lot of people are getting sick and not feeling too well lately which sucks. i wish them the best. i hope i dont get sick but i probably will. ill end up feelin' like shit one way or another. i dont want this weekend to be over but then again i dont really care anymore. for the first time in forever i think im kind of anticipating the fall weather. i cant fight the fact that i have to be in school anyway so i might as well just enjoy the cool crisp air and that smell of the leaves and trees and the beautiful colours that come with the season. oh yeah, and i think maybe some good stuff will happen to me this year maybe. That would own.
napoleon dynamite is still the greatest movie ive ever seen.







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-Paul

1:06am: i want COFFEE :-(
i want coffee but im too lazy to make some right now. today i finished my first week of school in the eleventh grade. it doesnt suck that bad. theres always funny stuff happening and those beauties that you cant help but gaze at even though you know you have zero percent chance of even having a real conversation with ( or a convo that doesnt involve them asking you to shut up ). i dont know, maybe its just me. me and funk played a lot of BFV today and it was cool. then we saw the awesomest movie ever. Napoleon Dynamite was the greatest movie ever. im serious, i freakin' loved it. Anyway, now im tired and i kind of feel like shit so im gonna go.




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-Paul

9:39pm: this sucks.....
man, school is lame. ive been in school for two days and both days have felt like an eternity. yea, god damn. so today was pretty good and smooth until eighth period when i was made out to be the worlds biggest bastard. people like, cursed my name for dropping band this year. i was seriously waiting for tomatoes to start flying or seeing me burned in effigy or something. it was crazy. im just tired. and i feel like shit. yep, definitely feel like shit. i think i need to stop being whiney about this. today i wentto the mall to get my watch fixed and i picked up a new cd which is always cool. i also went to petsmart to look at cats cause i think we're gonna buy one which is rad. i got feeder fish for my snapper also. He's already eaten most if not all of them. i ran into mary-kate and katie on the way out and they were buying a fish too...except my fish were bought for the purpose of being eaten by my turtle. yeah thats basically it. tomorrow i officially start my new eighth period class Cisco 1, and i get to escape the band drama hooray! see you guys next year, ill miss the class i really will.




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-Paul.

9:13pm: summer has come to an end............SHIT!
so here we are folks, summer is over for us here in Woodbury. School starts back up tomorrow and what can i say? im miserable. at least i have all my work done. At least ill get to see some people i havent seen in a while. blahh i dont even know what to say right now.


oh yeah.......no one ever comments here anymore. Have you nothing to say? nothing?
wow, i feel important :-/.




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-Paul.

5:14am: weeeeeeeee!!!!! alllllllkeeeeeehalllllllll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so here we are, a few days before schools starts (2 to be exact) and im fucking trashed. not only am i trashed but im trashed with my buddy joe. totally trashed. joe achieved (one of) his life long goals tonight. it was crazy. fucking insane even. all ive got to say is......when is paul gonna get some? hmm? never? ok, i can deal :-(. lol. its so very hard to find the keys right now for each and every word that im typing. such is life. im gonna go sleep now.........so i dont die. hahahaahahahahahahahah weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


yup. oh yeah and i apologize to toni for calling her really late and waking her up. sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry SORRRYYYYYYY!!YY!Y!Y!Y!Y!Y!Y!! yup ok, well i gotta go. now]





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-Paul.

1:49am: today i woke up again and my mom was screaming at me again for something. i dont know. i woke up again and i watched some cool underwater movie on the HDTV channels and i was like "ohhhh the ocean is pretty." go ahead say something. assholes. then i just kinda sat around and then i played some good old fashion "vidya' games" for a while and then i drove to GCC and i had my first EMT class. it was cool. im in "squad 6" with 4 other people. its cool. one guy in my group knew people i did and hes gonna be a doctor. thats cool. there were a few med students in there. i wanna get into a medschool dammit :-/. anyway, we just kinda filled out paperwork this week but on thursday we get all of our gear and then we get to start yay! yippity skippity! alright, that was gay. but the class is cool. then i came home and like....there was food (pizza) i was happy. then i watched the last couple minutes of "nightmare before christmas" on HBO. i love that friggin' movie. then i went up and talked to some people and now im here. if i wake up tomorrow and theres no cold pizza for me to eat for breakfast im gonna slide down the fridge, cup my hands over my face and just cry. theres my gameplan.


oh yeah, and fuck school i dont want it to start. EVER :-(.




this journal is a hot waffle early on a sunday morning. and your comments are the hot syrup. and waffles arent good without syrup. understand what im getting at here?







it means i want you to fucking comment!


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-Paul.

2:01am: some...somebody please....put me outta my fucking miseryyyyyyyyyy
im about to fucking lose it. ohhhh man. i just typed a HUGE entry and then god or life or karma or my internet connection decided that i sucked. either way i lost it, and now im losing it. i woke up today being cursed out because i needed to put away some clothes and then becca IMed me which made me feel happy because noone ever IMs me, and then tonight Em IMed me which made me feel happy, because no one ever IMs me and i felt happy and less like shit and im just appreciative like that. so like i typed (except summed up) i did a bunch of stuff today i have my first class at GCC tonight (thursday,its technically thursday now) im excited and i hope i do good. i drank a load of coffee today. i chilled with sope and chuck. sope wants me to go to homecoming this year. hold it right there folks....lets take some things into consideration. A) i cant dance B) i COULD NOT EVER get a date....EVER C) i have a tradition now of just chillin and playing video games and being a loser. i was looking at my faces and emotions that i always put in these entries. im always in the same kinda mood. oh well. how 'bout you give me something to smile about, fuckers?
on to the next thing.....NO ONE EVER COMMENTS ANYMORE!! please people, acknowledge my existence here! im not sure if i could spend my time doing easier things than sitting here getting frustrated as i recount the pointless life i seem to be living. its cool though. comments would just be cool. id feel beter. so ill probably keep this thing open and going anyway even though no one reads it. i dont know maybe ill just stop updating.


so here we are. leave some comments. please? im begging YOU.


and how about school? fuck school i hate it. fuck summer i just sit around. fuck life its kind of boring. wow im in a not great mood. how perfectly perfect. lovely even.



later?




Paul.

2:31am: "i'd rather feel like shit than be full of shit!"
so here we are readers.the first day of september.i cant bring myself to even acknowledge your presence, you bastard, you harlot, you returning school year. God i cant even bring myself to type this. ive got less than a week. i remember the last day of school my sophomore year and how i felt empty. i remember how i didnt feel any excitement and this is exactly why. now, here i am, a broken man standing the oncoming Hell that will be my 11th grade year. i just cant see how anything fun or interesting will come of this. im not looking forward to the hours and hours spent on the tireless work and devotion that goes toward letters and numbers that show my supposed worth to those who care enough to take a gander. god dammit. yesterday i bought some CD's. i drove all the way to cherry hill up 130 (not fun) to tower records in cherry hill. then i chilled with chuck and zoe at an open mic thing and then i hung out with chuck and sope at his house for a bit. i had been informed that i hadnt been around in a while. Correct. i dont feel like i've made my presence anywhere in the past few weeks. i always just work and then do fucking nothing except the occasional outing. im no hermit. im no leper. i think i may have let myself down. the remaining hours of sunlight should be used wisely and to the fullest as the summer sun sets. i start EMT-B tomorrow. i hope it is enjoyable and informative. its the only thing im looking forward to in these next few months.
well i feel i should be leaving you, the readers now as it is very late.


comments are what keeps this wheel a turnin'

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-Paul.

12:08am: "once again i wonder, what i've become"
today i played paintball and then i worked for seven hours. ive been busy the past couple of days and i feel rundown and like shit. not feverish like being sick or having a cold. i just dont feel good or happy right now. i dont even have or want coffee and its my usual time to have some, especially after getting off work. i dont know. blah.


fuck it.


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-Paul.

8:36pm: a word to the wise?
see kids, partying and living a reckless lifestyle is bad. you get some things in your body and suddenly before you know it......youre having a rockin' time. and we just cant have that. nope, just no good dammit! you start feeling happy and giddy and even amongst the most dramatic events you still smile and well if youve ever heard me laugh....just que my laugh right here.hahahaha....then you get to hang out with friends and have a good time and then write funny livejournal entries (see previous entry) with bad grammar and everything! no, really i went to my sisters party lastnight and had a great time. i was smashed/hammered/shjitfaced beyond belief and i still managed to work seven hours today. ohhhhhh i feel like a champ 8-) ...the funniest guy had to be rob and me and chuck gave the unbeaten team a run for their money at beerpong. we even went into overtime, and i suck!
my favorite quote from that night....
::me and chuck standing around dip with nachos eating like crazy:: me:"These nachos are SOOOOOOOOOO good right now man! i just wanna keep eating you know what i mean?!"

haha. oh yeah, and just for the record...Chuck is definitely a ladies man X431246456476. he was pimpin'.lol.


oh yeah and i love that Ctrl-Alt-Del comic strip. thanks to marcus for showing me that, theyre so funny. and im not even a gamer.


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-Paul.

3:39am: may i rest in peace......
im smashed.very smashed. you talked to me and you may have known. you may not have know. tonight i told you i love you and you may have taken it as pure drunken babble but hopefully you know i was serious. i talked to some people i havent talked to in a while tonight, basically because i was like, "just stop being a pussy self, and start talking to em" and thats its and im crazy and im intoxicated and im insane and im in love and the world spins and maybe you can stop m3e and maybe your the only one girl, because i cant stop myself. wow....im gonna fall over i need to lay down NOW. i have work at one till eight and ill probably be all like "ughhh" but its ok. i had the time of my life. ohhh if only everyday was like this. it is imperative that i leave now.


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-Paul.

12:09am: events.....
yesterday i went to tylers. a bunch of people were there. i had fun. lots of fun. then i went to the diner then slept over her house and then we all went to ozzfest a somewhat large group of us and we met other people there that i know and ozzfest was fun. my favorite was Dimmu Borgir and i was really disappointed with slayer' set. oh well im really tired and i need sleep because tomorrow i gotta move all this heavy furniture and a few TV's and then i have work and then a party. yay.



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-Paul.

1:13am: i never consider one day "normal"... this is just a funny example.
ok so heres the deal. i basicaly did nothing all day. i ate some leftover pizza, had coffee and helped my mom move a mattress. oh yeah and i took out the trash. at seven something i went to chucks and after that soper came over and then we went to ritas water ice. after chillin there we walked around and while we were walking a group of teenagers shot a paintball gun at us and i got hit in my head. thats right folks. just walking along....minding my business and some person decides to shoot me in the head with a paintball gun. thanks guy. it was late and dark and whatnot and i couldnt make out who it was. anyway the paintball didnt break so thats cool. so we're just walking down the street and im thinking and pondering just what kind of person you've gotta be to shoot someone in the head with a paintball gun when chuck informed me that he was calling the cops. i just laughed and i didnt really think he was........but he did. i was like "you what!?" and the first words out of his mouth were "yeah my friend just got shot in the head.................by a paintball gun." i couldnt fuckin' believe it. and what was worse is that they were all like "stay right there" at this point i was pissed. some person just shot me in the head with a paintball gat but i could get over that because it was funny but then we had to wait for good ol' 5-0 to show up and then we had to give all this info and shit. i was just waiting for the cop to ask what my favorite band was and what my feelings were about the situation over our governor. lol. so now i can say i was shot in the head by a paintball gun without a mask on in public. how very interesting. i also got to fill out my first police report or whatever you would call it. again a first. when we got back we watched the assistant with andy dick and i cant help but laugh at that show. it annoys the shit out of me and thats why i love it. then we caught the episode of family where stewie tries to move to london while peter and louis go to Kiss stock. then i walked home and here i am. another day. i'll bet a good number will read this and be like "ha! you got blasted bitch" oh well, funny night when i look back on it.



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-Paul.

1:35am: another days events
today i went to the mall with ed. only after waking up all early to do shit to my room and whatnot. we went to the mall and i got two cd's "circle of dead children-human harvest" and "Carpathian Forest-Skiend Hans Lik". i also got this KICKASS anthrax shirt with none other than NOT MAN on it! any one remember those days? no? i dont either i wasnt born yet! but i can relive them with the music that is thrash baby!after me and ed played BF vietnam we walked around then i walked home and ran into zoe shana soper and brent and we chilled for like 20 minutes then i came home and now i have coffee and im discussing my musical preferences and stuff and heres something thats no surprise.......no one knows who the bands are that i listen to. lol, its cool though. it gives me an opportunity to experience other cool types of music. yup. oh yeah, and people noticed that i cut my hair and i felt stupid. i shouldnt have cut it, and im a dumb piece of shit. that will be all.




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-Paul.

12:28am: just call this blog coffee talk dammit.
because apparently the two subjects i always manage to bring into an entry are
1)coffee and 2)Metal (3 being the rest of the stupid shit that manages to happen in the life of me)
so yeah im sitting here with my coffee and my metal as we speak and when i think of what i did today i almost forget. it seems like five days ago. i chilled with bruce and we played battlefield vietnam again which was cool because it was raining and stuff. then at five i went to work and thats it. i came home and was like ...yup.
im starting to get into that mode i get into at the end of every summer. i refer to this in my mind as the "oh fuck i didnt do any of the summer assignments" mode. you know what thats like? haha, its that waking up september first thing where you fly out of your bed at 8:45 in the morning going "FUCK! what do i do? what do i do?" followed by feelings of wanting to jump off of a cliff. haha. right now im talking to a few people and im getting that feeling where theyre typing back but being all like "would you just shut the fuck up already? damn!" so yeah i dont have work on sunday or monday and im happy. yay. i dont know what im gonna do with my schedule from september to december. i have marching band, EMT at GCC, work, and AP classes for the most part. so heres my big thing.....the question. "what have you done with youre summer? the quintessential part of the year in which things usually change for the better if i get my ass in gear to make things better. but have i done anything significant or worthy of a marker in the spot where i changed my life forever? i dont think i have. i did like nothing with myself this summer. i got a job. i started this god damn thing. thats about it. BOO ME!


yeah.


i fucking ramble in this thing like its my job. i hope you folks enjoy reading this. lol ever notice all my entries are usually real late when i have nothing better to do? yeah, thats why these entries are always so interesting. im just bored so i have more time to inform you of the goings on in and out of my mind.
...im gonna stop typing now.


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-Paul.

12:58am: a cup of coffee by my side, it will be ok, it will be ok, yeah its alright.
...but yeah im not kidding, i do have a cupof coffee....instant, but coffee nonetheless and its not my usual cup. its a cup that says "i <3 woodbury" then on the back its all "compliments of woodbury democrats." well thank you democrats. you guys fucking rule. did the republicans give me a coffee cup? i dont think so.today was the last day of band camp and even though we were only there for like schmeleven minutes, we still managed to fit in a crazy moment. it was pretty bogus and i just accepted it as typical band drama. it seems like that crap happens every year. then i walked home listening to carnivore on my cd player. oooooohhh that song world wars III,IV, and V i love it. but anyway, then i played battlefield vietnam online (what else is fucking new) and listened to music (whoa another surprise!) then i slept and then i went to work. then i came home and did the same thing and now im updating this thing. (wow, isnt my life so awesomely fast paced?) so like now im looking at my turtle and hes all looking at me like "hey.....feed me god dammit" ,and no i dont starve it, it just constantly wants friggin food. ill just pretend he's jammin out to the music. yea, thats it. in a couple days ozzfest will be coming around and im excited to see slayer and judas priest with HALFORD yayyyyyy ozzfest doesnt neccesarily suck this year. besides the music, it should be shitloads of fun even if it is ten million degrees and an arm, leg and firstborn child for bottled water. its always fun. i even manage to see a lot of good lookin ladies while im there. "holla" its also a good time to laugh at the mallcore kids as they appear to be freshly emerging from hot topic with their 28 dollar slipknot shirts. pure comedy. speaking of mallcore kids, the best posers are the ones who are so obviously "i did this to upset my parents and try to look differently the same" that its not even funny. like, i want to inform them that wearing size 82 pants isnt cool unless your someone who just had gastric bypass surgery and like...you dont wanna buy new pants. oh yeah...heres a question readers...ever see people be pissed off and then theyre all pissy and everyone else is pissed off so then you get pissed off too and just become fucking irate? its pretty groovy. i even managed to say "do you think you could hold on for two fucking seconds?!!!!" today. And i hardly ever talk or complain when people need crap.

ummm....so how bout that high school? arent you kids just shitting your pants with excitement? i know i am! wheres my lord of the rings plastic lunchbox?? how about my hundred eighty dollar calculator that is so advanced it scratches my balls for me and informs people when they should "please shut the fuck up"....the system can tell just by reading my brain waves! arent you excited. yeah im kidding. and how bout you college attending/just working for some money folk? arent you just totally oblivious to the changing of the seasons? i cant wait till i dont have to really care when summer ends. basically all i have to say at the end of this entry is that i dont think marcus did anything wrong. a little off topic, but he was in the right.

...heh, my hair smells like good smelling fruity shampoo.




i know that sounded lame but hey, you know i wash my hair now right? :-D.




-still waiting for the 3+ inches of hair to grow back and continue on their natural course...right down my back yes! my flowing mane of metal! hahaha! that sounded like something right out of a manowar song. dont know who they are? you kids and your music from not 15+ years ago. i just used "+" to emphasize a certain number or more twice in the same paragraph.ooohhhh freaky.



i wish toxic fish would get back together so the greatest rock band ever could once again jam. you may now feel free to hate and/or throw rocks, sticks and nearby objects at me for saying that. lol.



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-Paul.

1:17am: so fuckin' what?
so yeah...today (thursday or whatever) i went to band camp and it was lame. then i got a paper cut on my left index finger. well, kind of one.....more like a nutrigrain wrapper cut. it was hurled at me, yet described as a late birthday present.....so that was cool and it was the blueberry kind which is pretty good. what? yes i ate it. then i stopped over chucks for a bit. i picked up my cd player (portable). haha i wrote "fuck you" on it in electrical tape. Arent i creative?....yeah then i did like nothing and then i got a haircut. yes a haircut. i got three inches cut off and it seems like a lot and i miss that hair.....but its all good because i have my permit again woot! and furthermore YAYYYYYYY :-D.then i went over tylers and we jammed ad laughed at stuff and he spit his drink out because i said the word "pubes" really loud so he would spit out his drink. mission accomplished. haha.so yeah......


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later

-Paul.


oh yeah....anyone notice my icon? its a stick figure drawing of yours truly done by yours truly.

1:53am: events of tuesday the 17th as told by the douchebag you all love to hate
greetings readers (shut up me!) and thanks for commenting on the last entry. you all kick ass. so anyway back to tuesday. yeah...we had band camp today and it was camp camp. woo so much fun ...........(note sarcasm) after that i let marcus listen to the song "phobophile" by cryptopsy. he said the same thing everyone says about my music. "i cant hear what theyre saying." ..well then, that makes two of us. i still love that song and cd and hopefully marcus got a glimpse into the lovely music to which i often (everyday) listen. then me and bruce went to my house and we played battlefield vietnam for a few hours and then we visited joe at his job and then we walked around and saw some people etc etc. then upon walking home i was asked for change by this guy who wanted bus fair money. he told me a funny story and so he got thirty one cents. hopefully it went towards a bus fair and not crack. i forgot to mention that i was awakened this morning by an eccentric parental unit informing me that a bird had flown into her room. i was going to get it and we were all cool with mr bird until he took a shit on my parents bed. Then my mom had a problem. she ran off and went storming in the room swinging a broom at the cornered feathered fiend and i thought he was gonna get pimp slap but somehow he managed to fly out the door. Good thing too 'cause he probably wouldve gotten a beatdown. anyway, after walking around with bruce i went to chucks and we went to wawa and shit and after coming back we ran into his aunt and friend and we went to the diner. i wasnt allowed to have my coffee in the diner (i kept it up front) so now i sit here with a cold cup of coffee. yuck? yuck. coffee is coffee though right? oh well. oh yeah, and i heard some interesting "talk" coming from another very loud table. yep, i heard that and a name mentioned and i was just like......."gasp."
..but maybe im just dramatic and corny.

so yeah i had a lot of comments last time. and chuck, youre in this one so you can comment (yay!). Comments are greatly greatly appreciated. oooooooohhh maybe im building a fanbase. Dont you just love the life and ramblings of me? no? ok.




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later

-Paul.